Perfer et obdura; dolor hic tibi proderit olim

2011-09-17T02:13:00.002+01:00

"I can’t do well when I think you’re gonna leave me, but I know I try
Are you gonna leave me now?

...Can’t you be believing now?"

"I know everything about you

You know everything about me

Know everything about us"

We Are The People - Empire of the Sun

Just In Love

2011-09-15T00:11:00.001+01:00

This video <3

Still Obsessed

2011-09-10T01:19:00.000+01:00

Bottega Veneta, Baby!

2011-09-10T01:13:00.000+01:00

Just because its so sweet....

2011-09-05T22:35:00.000+01:00

Show me...please

2011-09-03T23:41:00.000+01:00

Creamsicles

2011-09-03T23:39:00.002+01:00

Love this...

2011-08-27T16:22:00.000+01:00

I always come back to the lacey, slightly gothic look...

Summer Say Waa

2011-08-27T16:18:00.000+01:00

Teen Choice Awards 2011

2011-08-08T19:43:00.000+01:00

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LBD Love

2011-08-08T19:32:00.000+01:00

MAC Skin Perfection with Fatima T

2011-07-28T23:50:00.000+01:00

2011-07-27T01:24:00.000+01:00

Do you ever wonder?

2011-07-26T00:43:00.001+01:00

Do you ever wonder why I stopped?

Stopped spilling my guts on these scrolling parchments

Do you ever wonder what happened?

Realise that I don't have a handle on what I knew before anymore.

Find me

2011-07-26T00:41:00.000+01:00

2011-07-26T00:40:00.000+01:00

I was here...

2011-07-08T16:23:00.000+01:00

I wanna leave my footprints on the sands of time
Know there was something that, and something that I left behind
When I leave this world, I'll leave no regrets
Leave something to remember, so they won't forget

I was here...
I lived, I loved
I was here...
I did, I've done, everything that I wanted
And it was more than I thought it would be
I will leave my mark so everyone will know
I was here...

I want to say I lived each day, until I died
I know that I had something in, somebody's life
The hearts I have touched, will be the proof that I leave
That I made a difference, and this world will see

I was here...
I lived, I loved
I was here...
I did, I've done, everything that I wanted
And it was more than I thought it would be
I will leave my mark so everyone will know

I was here...

2011-07-08T16:17:00.002+01:00

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Year of 4

2011-07-01T22:35:00.000+01:00

I want to be this.

2011-06-20T16:52:00.000+01:00

2011-06-20T16:51:00.000+01:00

But the blood in your veins, as you carry his name, turns thinner than water

2011-06-12T16:35:00.000+01:00

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2011-06-09T02:34:00.000+01:00

The culture struggle...

It always resurfaces and I'm left with a yearning...a pride...

...and then I forget again

No matter how far you go, it'll come that bit closer...

2011-06-09T02:30:00.000+01:00

2011-06-07T19:22:00.001+01:00

Am I going anywhere?

2011-06-07T19:09:00.000+01:00

2011-06-06T19:03:00.002+01:00

"When two people meet and fall in love, there's a sudden rush of magic. Magic is just naturally present then. We tend to feed on that gratuitous magic without striving to make any more. One day we wake up and find that the magic is gone. We hustle to get it back, but by then it's usually too late, we've used it up. What we have to do is work like hell at making additional magic right from the start. It's hard work, but if we can remember to do it, we greatly improve our chances of making love stay."
— Tom Robbins

Love It!

2011-06-06T19:02:00.000+01:00

MTV Movie Awards 2011

2011-06-06T19:01:00.000+01:00

2011-06-06T18:59:00.002+01:00

This life is all that matters

2011-05-20T16:07:00.000+01:00

I want to be the type that doesn't give a damn. Who lives there life wth worry and does what they want...no matter want. I want to be able to make decisions by myself...live life on a whim. Be who I want to be...
But I can't. I don't trust myself enough...I can't let go of the worry and responsibility...
Am I missing out? Am I letting life slip by?
Am I being dishonest to the world?

I want to be sure and secure and know...I want to know

Theres nothing you can't do...

2011-05-20T16:02:00.002+01:00

2011-05-19T02:44:00.000+01:00

Because that's how we all look when we pop out for coffee 8)

2011-05-13T20:18:00.000+01:00

Love it!

2011-05-13T20:17:00.000+01:00

Everday Chic

2011-05-13T20:16:00.001+01:00

2011-05-11T00:40:00.001+01:00

I'll never stop wanting more.
From me, the world...from life.
I want everything and more...I want to know that its possible.
I want to grab happiness and bottle it -no fleeting moments, but perfection. Always.
I know this about myself...and it breaks my heart.

Because even at the same time, all I want is to be in your arms. Warm and safe...complete. In that moment...
We are perfection.

Firsts

2011-05-11T00:37:00.000+01:00

Double Take

2011-05-11T00:36:00.000+01:00

2011-05-11T00:35:00.000+01:00

2011-05-05T23:53:00.001+01:00

Met Costume Institute Gala 2011

2011-05-03T09:10:00.000+01:00

Royalty for a moment

2011-04-29T21:43:00.000+01:00

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2011-04-22T22:09:00.000+01:00

Secrets

2011-04-17T19:47:00.001+01:00

2011-04-17T19:46:00.001+01:00

Nude and Black everywhere

2011-04-17T19:44:00.001+01:00

2011-04-11T02:17:00.000+01:00

http://youtu.be/_TsR1yiAe9g

Hearts

2011-04-01T21:44:00.001+01:00

2011-04-01T21:40:00.000+01:00

19's the one

2011-03-21T22:36:00.000Z

2011-03-18T22:31:00.002Z

"Try and find where the beauty's hiding...when you're living in squalor"

L'll Red Riding Hood

2011-03-18T19:15:00.000Z

19, babay!

2011-03-16T16:17:00.000Z

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2011-03-12T19:28:00.000Z

http://candychang.com/before-i-die-in-nola/

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2011-02-20T19:37:00.000Z

A note for the Mister..

2011-02-14T00:27:00.000Z

Happy Valentines Day <3

I never thought I'd have someone whom I'd love as much as I do you...

throughout this whole rollercoaster of a blog, that love has always been there to save me from the darkness thats ready to consume me. You've saved me in so many ways, you've made me who I am in so many ways..

More than that, you've renewed my faith in life. Not only from the moment when you first loved me, and the moment where my heart thawed inexplicably, even aside from the times you stayed with me -but every time you make me smile or laugh..every time you think about me, you light up life for what it is and show me its meaning.

I don't deserve you, this I know...but I will never renounce you.

I love you...from the past, in the present and throughout our future.

2011-02-14T00:15:00.000Z

Caught in the Crossfire

2011-02-12T19:48:00.000Z

2011-02-04T21:33:00.000Z

"Go away. I'm sick of you"

Thats all there is to it.

Thats all it takes...

Open Up My Chest

2011-02-04T21:09:00.000Z

On My Way

2011-02-04T19:28:00.000Z

2011-01-31T00:58:00.002Z

2011-01-21T15:03:00.000Z

This dress...Oh Louis Vuitton <3

Flawless

2011-01-21T15:01:00.000Z

Stylistic Ceremonies

2011-01-21T14:58:00.000Z

2011-01-21T14:55:00.002Z

Entranced

2011-01-21T14:50:00.000Z

Fashion's Multiplicity

2011-01-09T21:59:00.001Z

Stories

2011-01-09T18:23:00.002Z

Just because its an advert, doesn't disguise the inspiration...

2011-01-09T17:12:00.000Z

As featured on the PostSecret blog...

A shared secret between continents...

it doesn't make me feel any better...

....it doesn't change a thing

7 Ways to Wear a Scarf

2011-01-07T18:19:00.000Z

Once upon a time, there was Tom Ford

2011-01-04T18:46:00.000Z

Tom Ford Women's Collection Spring/Summer 2011

If only it were always like this...

People's Words

2011-01-02T14:30:00.000Z

2011-01-01T21:02:00.000Z

Elisa Sednaoui

2011-01-01T20:59:00.001Z

On Repeat |>|

2011-01-01T16:18:00.001Z

2010-12-29T02:05:00.003Z

White Page

2010-12-28T23:27:00.002Z

Don’t do that

You forgot

But now remember

Sometimes it’s not ok

And think it won’t hurt

That I feel just as much as you do

That sometimes it’s too much

To expect me to push without any give.

Don’t assume you can connect all the dots in one glance. Don’t feel like you’re the one alone in this wrong world. Don’t presume that this is a key to the map. Don’t act like you can understand. Don’t feel; don’t react to what isn’t yours.

It’s like a running up a brick wall, time and time again.

This isn’t yours to take from me.

I won’t care.

I won't explain.
I hate to...

Such a Joke 8|

2010-12-27T17:20:00.000Z